The Price to Pay

A dream about the cost of taking shortcuts in magic.

I had the most curious dream today. In it, I was a Satanist woman with my younger siblings, who were also my children from another time. In the dream, Satan came to us in person and killed two of my children in front of me, and he said it was for abusing magic. He wanted to make it known that human sacrifice is NOT the quick fix through which you command him to get you anything, at any time. In the dream, he always had to answer such calls, and he did, but he didn’t like the way I taught them, so he didn’t let them live for long after granting their wishes. During our next ritual, maybe a couple of months or years later, he came displeased and killed two of them with a stone. That was my punishment too.

It had a tribal feeling to it and was taking place in Old Prague, overlaying many realities and historic times. I wonder if it at some point in time really happened because I do remember leading these cults in my past lives in Prague, and having the same people as relatives throughout lifetimes is very common.

In this life, I was the only one initiated into the Occult by my father as the first child. My younger siblings had no such inclinations nor talents… BUT they possessed some strange natural knowing, about the principles of evocation, as children they told me which spirits are safe to call and which are not. I wonder where they got it from. I remember feeling a strange sense of pride, that they knew, and also responsibility, so I must have at some point in time been the one teaching them. It is also incredibly odd that we had these kinds of conversations among us as children.

Anima Noira

Metaphysical Authoress. Harlot. Priestess. Demonatrix. Photo Model and Dangerous Writer. Keeping the Dark Arts alive is what I do. Please, consider a donation of any amount.

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