Thus She spoke to me…
“You could have been a Priestess.. instead, you ended up a common prostitute in that life. You had too much pride in you, from your many lives of power, and insulted the Priestesses who were training you. You were kicked out of the Temple and spent your life admiring my servants with much curiosity.
My Mysteries were denied to you.
You think Wisdom is only found with old men, but it can be found with those less sophisticated, and younger than you. Open up to receiving and learning from those as well.”
I went into a strip club with my husband, and I was practically sexually assaulted by this young dark woman who went after me, selling a lap dance but she went so far in the public quarters that I was afraid we would get thrown out. She was not the smartest type, and high as fuck which made her sound even less sophisticated. Regardless, something happened. This dark fire opened in my belly and other parts of my body. A binding on me that I was unable to shake off finally fell apart, just as Astaroth had promised.
When she was done with me, for it was her in her vampire form, she said the strangest thing –
“Fame kills.”