A Destiny of Pain: Black Witch Speaks

A curious letter that landed in my inbox

A Lady with A Spider in Her Eye
A Lady with A Spider in Her Eye

‘We all have different purposes, Nora. I had wished for a lot of things, but in the end, the grass is never greener. I went from making 200K a year to 45K. The material does not matter. Money was my life, I replaced drugs with it and I was miserable. Trust me. Money does not bring happiness if anything it brings issues. That’s been my struggle for the past few months. Humbling myself. The money I made brought me nothing but despair. It served one purpose only, it ruined a karmic relationship that was unavoidable for me.

Fuck those people judging you. Just so you know I was a prostitute. I was homeless for years. People who make fun of those things are trash.

People may want to judge you but I will tell you this although those were the worst years of my life and I still work through trauma I would NEVER take it back. Does it suck to be someone with a destiny of pain? Yes.

But when we come through it, nobody can touch us. To have no fear of the unknown, to be comfortable with the things that make people kill themselves… We are warriors.

The ones who judge and make fun will end up in a fucked up situation. The ones who show empathy and assurance to those in need will thrive. We are the ones who thrive. Keep that in mind, love. I doubt you are even taking any of it seriously, but that shit hit me hard.

That was how Demons came to me. I was unaware of it at the time but when I got put into sex trafficking at age 14, Asmodeus, Lucifuge Rogofocale, and Lucifer stuck with me and protected me. It’s gnarly. I have overdosed 36 times. Which equals 9. My life path number.

To know the worst that can happen to you has happened to you… you are homeless you got nowhere to go? So fucking what. We’ve been there before and we survived. To know Death, embrace it, that is true danger. All these chicks fucking with you are children. They have no idea what a hard day is. They think it’s waking up to somebody’s mean comment on Facebook. Their whole life is a lie.

Me and you are alike in many more ways than you are even aware of. I don’t know your full story but I know mine. And I get the same vibes from you. Does it fucking suck always going through chaos?

Absofuckinglutely. But ask yourself this. Would you be okay with the person you were prior to the pain? The answer for me is no. I would go through it again and again if it meant to become who I am now.

You are the shit. They fucked with someone who does actually sacrifice for the path. You don’t need baneful magic. They fucked with you, and the Spirits see that, love.

They just made their funeral date.

~ K.A.’

Anima Noira

Metaphysical Authoress. Harlot. Priestess. Demonatrix. Photo Model and Dangerous Writer. Keeping the Dark Arts alive is what I do, and I appreciate your support.


  1. To become more human than human is NOT just a Rob Zombie song.
    We are strong. Stronger than can be made measure of.

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